A dream related to work goals?
I was dreaming that I was in a shopping mall. A really fat woman, like the fattest woman I had ever seen, was driving one of those motorized scooters old people drive. She was so fat she could barely fit on it.
She attempted to drive up an escalator. I was concerned as to why she was doing this. I watched as she drove on the escalator and got taken up to the next level. I was terrified. She very nearly overbalanced and toppled down the stairs, but she made it all way to the top before her scooter toppled over.
In my dream, I rushed up there to see what was happening. I remember asking people why they weren’t helping, and I got really angry, telling everybody that I was a reporter and would write about them not helping the lady in a newspaper.
This was a strange dream because the woman in the wheel chair reminds me of a character from an anime movie I once saw. I forget the movie, but I’m sure that’s where this woman comes from.
The shopping mall is an interesting setting. When I think of shopping malls I think of a place to go where I can just sit down or wonder around. I like being in shopping malls because they’re easy places to feel comfortable in.
Maybe the stuff about me being a newspaper reporter is to do with the fact that in real life, I want recognition for my work in the media. I want people to notice me. My comfort comes from people praising my work.
Eating strange things
I had a really weird dream recently. I know where it comes from too. I was at a club (real life) with a group of friends, and on the video wall they were playing the Jackass movie. Although we couldn’t hear the soundtrack, it had subtitles and you could see what was going on (Jackass is quite visual as it is).
Anyway, some guy was dared to eat horse shit for $200 and he actually did it, although he was gagging pretty heavily as he did it. I remember feeling quite repulsed at watching him do this, but he got 200 bucks so I guess he was happy.
A couple of weeks later, I had a dream that it was me eating the horse shit, and I was gagging throughout the whole ordeal. I remember being in a field, but I don’t know why I was there, whom I was with, or for what reason I was horse shit. I just remember the very real sensation of gagging but no quite throwing up.
Why this dream chose to come out as it did I’m not sure. What do dreams about throwing up mean anyway? Maybe there’s something inside of me that needs to come out. That would tie in with the night out I had, as there was one among the group who I feel I need to talk to about something, but haven’t been able to do so as of yet. Now could be the time.
Of course, I may have read this all wrong.
I’m going into banking
I was hiding in a kind of hole in the ground, so I was covered by grass and foliage behind a bush. I was dreaming that I was in a field and a French custodial guard of some sort walked over to where I was. I found it difficult to keep my breathing quiet, and the guard drank some water and spat it out close to where I was, but he didn’t see me; I was pretty well hidden. The next thing I knew I was in another field kicking a football around, and there were houses on the edge of the field, one of which was mine (although I’d never seen it before). It looked similar to the house I grew up in, perhaps, although it reminds me more of my friends James Bell’s houses because of the field it backs out onto.
My dad was there, in the garden, and at some point I got really angry and told my Dad that I wanted to “leave this place” and go into banking. He said he knew and that he understood. I then stormed off away from the house.
Not much about this dream made sense.